What. A. Day. Well, I've taken on artistic journaling a bit to help heal. I will say it's very therapeutic it gives me a lot of time to think to slow down and to be present instead of spiraling entirely. I'm not sure if I'll be putting out a podcast episode this Thursday. We'll see. Times are challenging. Things are confusing. Life is unexpected. I am torn between isolation and growth. I know what I should do, but I don't have the strength to be there yet. I'm going to go for some therapeutic...

I think I've realized I'm just not in the space to focus on my business. It is not something that brings me as much joy as it used it. It feels like a continuation of a hyper focus on consumerism. I want to spend more time doing things that don't cost people money, that do not cost me any extra money and that gives back. It's been disheartening selling on etsy, it's just like feeding a mega corporation my money for ads on their over saturated marketplace. It also feels so much less personal,...

Sometimes it can be really hard to bounce back. When something brings you down it feels like a weight so heavy its impossible to get out from under. I'm learning that as hard I mean REALLY hard as it is to break yourself out of that funk, its dreadfully important to. Taking any small amount of effort into doing something that brings me joy will start the healing process. Sometimes I can feel undeserving of the joy when I'm down. But I need to remember that is because my mind is clouded in...